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Feel like blogging some of my thoughts so here I am...
Asked bf to take this photo for me whn we went out to celebrate his dad's bday last wk
I know I haven't been updating this space w my personal feelings/thoughts/life anymore. I guess as we grow up we tend to keep all th stuffs within ourselves or maybe we know that social media isn't th best place out here to express what we think mainly becos everyone is seeing it. Humans are all so judgey nowadays or they just like to comment/have opinions on every single thing that they don't have or don't like about what you do & lastly, th world is getting more superficial w each day.
I came to realise how humans are so scary esp over these years too. I honestly lost faith in ppl hence explaining why I have been spending so much time now on my family, loved ones, my own life & just updating my social platforms. Platforms with happy pictures that I want ppl to see, platforms which I choose what I want to show. Just like this blog, I wanted this space to be public whr I can blog about all my travelogues, reviews and events for my readers to see (if they are bored or whatever). Most imply, for me to keep it as memories. All along I have treated blogging as a hobby & that's becos I feel happy doing this. A hobby to write and pen down happy memories for myself so that I can rmb them down th years.. (Yes my memory is getting bad as I grow older). I wanted to stay true, remind myself whr I came frm & what I have frm th start. Be it on this space or instagram.
I admitted that at some point of time I wanted "fame" like everyone, that's becos everyone out thr is having it. But I lost interest within a few months time which I'm glad that I did & I just wanted nature to take its course. If you have followed me all these while, you shld have known that I'm very active on instagram (that's becos if you personally know me you will know I always got a lot of free time on my own) So I did it to kill time & not waste nice photos which I took whn I go out??? Lol. I usually post anything that I want/like without thinking so much.. I just wanted to be myself. Be it ootd, food, cats, dogs whatever, I will just upload it as long as I want to or feel like it. Yes I don't even know who my viewers are becos it may just be anyone but I wanna thank you if you have been supporting me, like my photos, reading about my updates or like me all these while :) I'm glad that with this I came to know a few social friends these years & they have been really nice, friendly & supportive even though we are not close at all.
Still, I rly hope I can update this space once in awhile with my personal thoughts like now. Hopefully every few mths? For now life is still good so far, despite all th bad things that I came across in life this year, I'm still thankful for th good things that happened. 2015 is ending in a blink of eye, time indeed is passing too fast that it scares me.. I just wanna say I'm very blessed w everything I got. My family & bf play th most part of it & I'm very thankful & blessed :)
Spending all my wkdays w either sch or work & wkends I will just rest & do nth. Make it a point to always balance my work, sch & time so that I can spend my free time blogging, doing things I like & at th same time catching up w sch work & saving some money for th future. Life is still ok for me becos I'm not officially working full time. Just trying to enjoy every bit in my last year.
Just wanna live for my loved ones, be myself, do what I love & be happy. Nothing else matters. Just like what my idol always say & what I always remind myself, which I won't be sharing it over here (if you know me you will know who is it & what is it about) Thankful and grateful for th ppl who stayed all these years.... :) Thank YOU.
Feel like blogging some of my thoughts so here I am...
Asked bf to take this photo for me whn we went out to celebrate his dad's bday last wk
I know I haven't been updating this space w my personal feelings/thoughts/life anymore. I guess as we grow up we tend to keep all th stuffs within ourselves or maybe we know that social media isn't th best place out here to express what we think mainly becos everyone is seeing it. Humans are all so judgey nowadays or they just like to comment/have opinions on every single thing that they don't have or don't like about what you do & lastly, th world is getting more superficial w each day.
I came to realise how humans are so scary esp over these years too. I honestly lost faith in ppl hence explaining why I have been spending so much time now on my family, loved ones, my own life & just updating my social platforms. Platforms with happy pictures that I want ppl to see, platforms which I choose what I want to show. Just like this blog, I wanted this space to be public whr I can blog about all my travelogues, reviews and events for my readers to see (if they are bored or whatever). Most imply, for me to keep it as memories. All along I have treated blogging as a hobby & that's becos I feel happy doing this. A hobby to write and pen down happy memories for myself so that I can rmb them down th years.. (Yes my memory is getting bad as I grow older). I wanted to stay true, remind myself whr I came frm & what I have frm th start. Be it on this space or instagram.
I admitted that at some point of time I wanted "fame" like everyone, that's becos everyone out thr is having it. But I lost interest within a few months time which I'm glad that I did & I just wanted nature to take its course. If you have followed me all these while, you shld have known that I'm very active on instagram (that's becos if you personally know me you will know I always got a lot of free time on my own) So I did it to kill time & not waste nice photos which I took whn I go out??? Lol. I usually post anything that I want/like without thinking so much.. I just wanted to be myself. Be it ootd, food, cats, dogs whatever, I will just upload it as long as I want to or feel like it. Yes I don't even know who my viewers are becos it may just be anyone but I wanna thank you if you have been supporting me, like my photos, reading about my updates or like me all these while :) I'm glad that with this I came to know a few social friends these years & they have been really nice, friendly & supportive even though we are not close at all.
Still, I rly hope I can update this space once in awhile with my personal thoughts like now. Hopefully every few mths? For now life is still good so far, despite all th bad things that I came across in life this year, I'm still thankful for th good things that happened. 2015 is ending in a blink of eye, time indeed is passing too fast that it scares me.. I just wanna say I'm very blessed w everything I got. My family & bf play th most part of it & I'm very thankful & blessed :)
Spending all my wkdays w either sch or work & wkends I will just rest & do nth. Make it a point to always balance my work, sch & time so that I can spend my free time blogging, doing things I like & at th same time catching up w sch work & saving some money for th future. Life is still ok for me becos I'm not officially working full time. Just trying to enjoy every bit in my last year.
Just wanna live for my loved ones, be myself, do what I love & be happy. Nothing else matters. Just like what my idol always say & what I always remind myself, which I won't be sharing it over here (if you know me you will know who is it & what is it about) Thankful and grateful for th ppl who stayed all these years.... :) Thank YOU.
